Remember when.

Remember that time, I tried.
The time I gave it 100.
The time I didn't lie.
The time I meant every word.
The time I actually fell in-love.
When I let my heart get filled.
Remember when I cared.
When I let her in.
When I was finally able to be myself.
When someone actually affected me.
Remember when I wanted someone because she was just amazing.
Remember when I no longer had to pretend.
When I was everything I wanted to be with someone.
Remember the time, she told me she was no longer in-love with me.
How she had leave and didn't want me to wait.
And how she no longer believed in fate.
And that she was sorry she messed anything up.
Remember when my one true love left me.
When she says, she wasn't feeling it anymore.
And when she says.
I love you but goodbye.
And how I can't ask why anymore.
And how my insides feel like they may just die a million times tonight.
And every night for the rest of my nights.
And how I can't go to her anymore.
Because she needs break.
Because she no longer needs me.
And there was nothing I could do.
And then I got my visa.
And remembered when she wanted me to come home to her.
And now I have no where to go.
When I go back to no one and nothing but me.
Always just me.